Two days ago, my mom and i had fight, it wasnt a big issue for her but for me, it was. Since the morning i woke up that day till the afternoon i woke up kanina, hindi ko pa siya kinakausap. You know why? Of all the people na tatawag sa akin ng word na pinaka ayaw ko, siya pa ang gagawa, and i was deeply hurt when she said "upod mo na liwat an imu mga sangkay, upay man unta kun diri ito hira mga bakla, pati ikaw bakla na rin...", shoot, she didnt know what she's saying, i was with my girlfriends, masama na bang mag enjoy ngayon???sa lahat ng pinakaayaw ko is yung masyado akong sinasakal kasi kung mag pagkakataon, tatakas at tatakas ako. I dont know why shes so irritated sa mga gays, im not even telling her that i am gay cause i myself dont know what and who i am, its like having an inside crisis, gender crisis to be exact.
It wasnt our first time to have fight, i think its already part of our daily routine, cat fight, but God knows, i love my mom, eventhough shes giving me all the reasons in the word to hate her, still, she is my mother, nobody can change her, I WILL STILL LOVE HER...and i hope she loves me too, i know she loves me, but i hate the way she shows her love to me, since i was young, she keeps on shouting at me, its as if im not part of the family, its as if im an alien, but since she is my mother, i will love her, UNCONDITIONALLY,
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